AT THAT MOMENT I FELT GIVING UP. I FEEL SUFFOCATED. CHOKE .LIFE IS GETTING HARD. I DON'T WANT TO GREW UP. AND I .. WANT TO DIE. ENDED EVERYTHING.
HOW COME THE OLD ME IS COMING BACK?
EVERYTHING IS BLURRED. MY FUTURE.
So sad. I'm feeling so sad. i dont even feel like a normal person. i hate everyone around me. i hate to overthinking . i get nervous for no reason. panic attacks. i hate my mind i hate myself.
it comes without warning.
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I thought i already forget everything in the past. i thought it was. but no. it still lingers dancing on my mind. Life been hard, i no longer cares for my feeling, my appearance. i just go with the flows.
Why i dont have the perfect future. why people are easily judged. why i am so overthinker. why i'm so full of sympathy. JUST WHY. ANSWER ME.
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